i'm home alone and i wrote this.

I find it funny how we want something so badly. Once we find no need or no specialty, we can just get rid of it or dispose of it so easily. Why do we spend so much time searching for something that we can just…love…something that we’ve been dying to have and couldn’t wait to have…except when you finally get your own selfish hands on it, you still look at with the same eyes of fascination and awe of when you didn’t have it before. Whether we we didn’t hesitate to drop it or had to find legitimate reasons to let go….then, we never really loved whatever it was held on to. 
We all know what eyes I’m talking about. The drying eyes we all of a sudden get when we’ve focused all of our attention onto something and our brain forgets to tell our eyes to blink. The enlarged eyes we get when we see a phenomenon of a night sky or seeing something breathtaking directly before us. The pupils of our very eyes dilate in the dark to let more light in….But, they also dilate when we see someone attractive. Our eyes do a majority of the judgment for us. If we see someone beautiful or drop-dead gorgeous, our eyes dilate….probably not to let more light in…but for our brain’s to capture a resilient image of the beauty in front of us. And who wouldn’t want to take all of that in? 
And if only I found something that would make me like this everyday. 

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